The First Day of the Rest Of My Life

So I just heard from the weight loss clinic and my appointment with the doctor is next Wednesday July 10th at 10:30. This begins it all. After meeting with the doctor I have no more excuses. It will be time to get down to business. Oh crap!  But I know I can do it. I will need to lose 5% of my body weight starting that day and learn to eat completely different. Right now I have been playing with the chewing a raisin 40 times but it becomes serious then. And I start to eat less. I usually only eat 2 meals a day and then junk sometimes during the night. I rarely do the afternoon craving unless there is something in the house I enjoy but night times are hard. And soon it will be 5 VERY SMALL meals a day so I have to get used to that. The thing is I know that once I see the weight loss it will be an inspiration to keep going. How can you lose bunches of weight and not have it inspire you to keep going? So next Wednesday is the day... It can't come soon enough!